I JUST WANNA BE ME!!!!

I choose To Keep Quite,Doesn't Mean I'm Giving up......
It B'cuz I'm So tired,Tired with This Life......
I'm Scare...Scare Will Losing Something Important In my Life.....

people will never know......
They will never know what i'm thinking.....
they will never understand......
Why i choose this way! why i'm keep going with this way!!!
tell you something......
i just wanna be myself
maybe you will think i'm selfish...(but i'm not)....
i don't wanna be hypocrite
i don't wanna do something i don't like to do
don't control me! please...i'm begging you...
i'm not a dolls,i'm not a robots
i'm just a human,i've got feeling
and i have my own dream......

wondering why you don't try to understand me!
did i do a big mistake!!!! please give me a space to breath....
don't you know everyday i'm pray
i hold my tears,and say to myself.....
"everything is gonna be fine soon".....
it's hurt me so badly
please don't try to destroy my dream

i'm not doing something wrong...
i just follow my way,follow my heart,follow my fate,follow my destiny...
and follow where my life wanted bring me to.....
it's ok if you don't understand me
and it's ok if you don't believe in me
i'm ok with it,i'm fine even it's hurting me!!
tears falling down no one can see
i'm screaming inside no one could hear......
my heart bleeding.....

Ignore me!! it's ok
it's better than hate me...
Killing me it ok
It's better than i'm suffer alone....
i'm dying!!!!
but spirit will never gone from the soul
i'm believe what i'm doing now
today you will never understand
but one day i hope you will understand.............